Asian Tears

Jailed I am, to a four walled house.
Ruled I am, by all fake vows.

Strangled my neck, with rope of rules.
Killing me everyday, cursed words of yours.

20 is my age, seems lived enough now.
20 years since now, I am suffering those vows.

But I don't remember, what vows I did make.
I don't remember, if i pleaded to come here.

What all I know, is that I never asked you.
Never asked you, to bring me your place.

But I accept, that if I had asked you.
Because nobody remembers, their words of young age.

I know it is not you, your intentions are not harsh.
I know you are making me feel the curses you have lived.

Enough it is now! What have I got to do?
What have I got to do with that holy shit!?!

Did you bring me here, to dump all your pains?
Am I a trash-box to jot all garbage?

Why don't you leave, your cursed past behind?
Why don't you bless me with a beautiful life?

The burden of curses have taken over my soul.
Now I wish to die, as soon as possible.

I hope I must have, taken all your pains.
Please let me go out, of your life I cry.

I know your wounds are not, going to heal this birth.
I'll have to bear this load, throughout this cursed life.

Killing me it is, everyday each moment.
I guess I was born to live a cursed life.

I am happy because somebody, had to bear these pains.
God has chosen me, to save others from this pain.

It is difficult I know, but I'll have to live with it.
My patience is over now, I want to get over it.

I can't behave more cool, or happy from outside.
I just can't act joker, for everyone to make smile.

I know this bored you, but I didn't intended to.
I just write to relieve my soul, from curses of life.